I have been out of my mind for the past month dealing with my dad, hospitals and other stuff that no one should ever have to deal with. I know the struggle waiting for us is inevitable. It sucks when your parents get older. They become the children and you are now the parent.
Was I that stubborn as a child? Damn I hope this isn't payback
I sound like a broken record and the frustration level is epic. I love my parents and I would do anything for them. That is a given. I won't tell you it doesn't suck because it does.
My holidays were rough but we still cooked and had family over. Even though I wanted to crawl into my bed and pull the covers over my head, I am glad I didn't. Having people around helps. A lot.
Writing hasn't been an option for me and I miss it terribly. I will be back at some point. Otherwise I will explode with the words in my head.
For now, I will take care of business and wish you all the best.
Take care of yourselves and enjoy your families.